Tuesday, March 31, 2009
The world we live in can be ever so peaceful, joyous on the outside, yet deep down, how many of us are just fake laughing at jokes, smiling without the intention to, and pretend to be happy when you are really not.
One can be so used to be bubbly, smile and nod while listening to others, and lost the real meaning of what it is to do so. The daily things we use to do becomes mundane and dead from the inside. People whom we trust wholeheartedly betrays us, yet to pretend that you will be okay and do fine. There are also those whom are not truthful, yet those are the ones who hurt us deeply when we find out the truth-the worse part, we have to pretend that we dont. Lying straight in the eye to one, its just too painful from the both. Its painful to hear you laugh, smile and even talk. Every word now seems to be a cover for another. People whom i respect and trust-i cant do so any longer.
I see those who are going to walk out of my life when they think the best for them has appeared, but i also see those who are going to take me in, cherish my presence, and think the best for me in any way. There's always the good and bad side of life, and i'll push through with the grace of my heavenly father, for him, my world is going to be a better place to be, for him, i'll live in faith and to move on towards my ideal life, for him, who gives me the strength to go on. Praise the lord. Its hard, but i'll persevere on.
One can be so used to be bubbly, smile and nod while listening to others, and lost the real meaning of what it is to do so. The daily things we use to do becomes mundane and dead from the inside. People whom we trust wholeheartedly betrays us, yet to pretend that you will be okay and do fine. There are also those whom are not truthful, yet those are the ones who hurt us deeply when we find out the truth-the worse part, we have to pretend that we dont. Lying straight in the eye to one, its just too painful from the both. Its painful to hear you laugh, smile and even talk. Every word now seems to be a cover for another. People whom i respect and trust-i cant do so any longer.
I see those who are going to walk out of my life when they think the best for them has appeared, but i also see those who are going to take me in, cherish my presence, and think the best for me in any way. There's always the good and bad side of life, and i'll push through with the grace of my heavenly father, for him, my world is going to be a better place to be, for him, i'll live in faith and to move on towards my ideal life, for him, who gives me the strength to go on. Praise the lord. Its hard, but i'll persevere on.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.