Wednesday, February 25, 2009
need to be in a place of my own
find this position in life where ppl do not discriminate
i despise those who deny me
i see those as insecure and senile
i've missed the train
and you've missed yours
things that matter, dont anymore
we're living time backwards
to a point where we've not been in before
i need to live to be myself, for its been lost
find this position in life where ppl do not discriminate
i despise those who deny me
i see those as insecure and senile
i've missed the train
and you've missed yours
things that matter, dont anymore
we're living time backwards
to a point where we've not been in before
i need to live to be myself, for its been lost
what we could have been, 6:16 PM.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Grr...got woke up my a phone call at 6am-who the hell?! Anyways...i got to have a great workout session with ms lim at her place, and really...one can see the difference in physical strength. Dinner was at "dian xiao er"..hahs. Both really went a little crazy about being zi wei and huan zhu. Chinese food!! Yea!!! The food there is delicious i tell you...the duck you must try mMmm.
Ms huan zhu and her 'cheng yu da quan'
Ms huan zhu and her 'cheng yu da quan'
what we could have been, 12:11 PM.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
梁文音《最幸福的事》
梁文音《可以不爱了》
梁文音《可以不爱了》
梁文音-我不是你想像那麼勇敢
i need that courage to leave, to move on, to tolerate, to accept, to forget, to smile.
i thank those who are with me...with me.
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
21st Feb 2009 - 梁文音篇
A crazy day i tell you. Decided to make my way to causeway point to catch liang wen ying's autograph session with yihui and my mom. Impromtu-we both bought her album to get her autograph since we were already there, and got ourselves a great spot right in front.
A crazy day i tell you. Decided to make my way to causeway point to catch liang wen ying's autograph session with yihui and my mom. Impromtu-we both bought her album to get her autograph since we were already there, and got ourselves a great spot right in front.
As usual, the autograph session didnt start in time, and the mcees were choosing contestants to sing the chorus of 梁文音 - 最幸福的事 with her later. They chose a guy standing beside me to see if he could sing, then for no good reason, the dj-jian wen, sabotaged me. He told his fellow mcee that was beside me that i was mouthing the song-which i sooo did not (as i dont really know what the lyrics are =p ) Then, out of sudden, i was picked as a contestant! I felt like my mom at the moment. I looked at yihui and said "no....!!! why me!!!" And the 'best part' is that i just got her album and didnt know what the exact lyrics are! Shit...i didnt want to lose face in front of hundreds of audiences.
Yihui and i!! *The impromtu queens*
Well, i went ahead anyways...and this is one picture that was taken by yihui while i was on 'standby'.
Went up the stage, and was greeted warmly by her. She is so nice-really. Well, probably its because she's a new star, but still, her smile really made me less nervous. And i cant stop looking down the stage at my mom and yihui...
She is a great singer no doubt. Her live seemed exactly the same as her voice in the album-super got substance! And she sang 失戀無罪! Wow...that song is totally awesome i tell you.
Went up the stage, and was greeted warmly by her. She is so nice-really. Well, probably its because she's a new star, but still, her smile really made me less nervous. And i cant stop looking down the stage at my mom and yihui...
Ok...its my turn. Damn. Once i looked at the lyric book, I realised that the fonts were really small, and they were in ancient chinese characters, plus...my sight were slightly blur as i was wearing my contact lenses. What the heck, i just sang out, and she helped to harmonise along the way, making me feel less alien-thankfully. Oh gosh-i should have practised that song when i was back at home, watching her mtv.
Okay...it did went on smoothly, and she said that i had a good tone! hahas..she even asked whether i've joined other competitions- funny that she asked that, but i thought of kent and i at talentime in jjc when she popped that question. Anyways, i got a signed poster and two tickets for the e-le event!! Hope that stef sun will win an award and be at that ceremony-then it will be the real prize. =)
She is a great singer no doubt. Her live seemed exactly the same as her voice in the album-super got substance! And she sang 失戀無罪! Wow...that song is totally awesome i tell you.
Yihui and i!! *The impromtu queens*
She calls me by my name when i passed the album to her for signature! And she's really really sweet and polite too! Forgot to tell her that she's a great singer in the excitement.
Aw...look at yihui...so happy. Impromtus are always always fun. =)
NUS rawks!
Yea ah bond! Great concert gal...i think ntu has a good chance of having an award for your upcoming competition =) "ponyo...ponyo...little fish under the sea..."
Aw...look at yihui...so happy. Impromtus are always always fun. =)
NUS rawks!
Yea ah bond! Great concert gal...i think ntu has a good chance of having an award for your upcoming competition =) "ponyo...ponyo...little fish under the sea..."
what we could have been, 8:50 PM.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Valentine's day is finally over. Gosh. Being single is tough these days. When i see magazines with promotions for v-day, i so wanna rip the page off and throw it back at the editor for reminding me that i lack something in my ever so wonderful life. But still, i had a filling lunch with my mom and sis, and the sweetest mineral water for supper.
Travel fair just went pass, and it makes me want to travel-again. However, looking at my bank account, i better find myself some income before i can be that rich girl who travels. Next destination-NZ!!! or probably australia again...well, it really depends when yihui's graduating, and whether or not lance and i can put off our trip till then (and for the record, we are NOT together). The self-drive trips are so tempting!!!
Anyways, i'm having loads of fun with the new guitar hero wii game, although my sister often laughs at me for being off-beat and not rhythmic inclined. Seriously, whats wrong with me? I thought playing the french horn have equipped me with the skills to conquer the game, but after a couple of games, it was proved otherwised =P Nvm! Shall go into a 'guitar hero' retreat and beat my sister at the game soon..muhahahas.
Travel fair just went pass, and it makes me want to travel-again. However, looking at my bank account, i better find myself some income before i can be that rich girl who travels. Next destination-NZ!!! or probably australia again...well, it really depends when yihui's graduating, and whether or not lance and i can put off our trip till then (and for the record, we are NOT together). The self-drive trips are so tempting!!!
Anyways, i'm having loads of fun with the new guitar hero wii game, although my sister often laughs at me for being off-beat and not rhythmic inclined. Seriously, whats wrong with me? I thought playing the french horn have equipped me with the skills to conquer the game, but after a couple of games, it was proved otherwised =P Nvm! Shall go into a 'guitar hero' retreat and beat my sister at the game soon..muhahahas.
what we could have been, 11:30 PM.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Dear lord,
I had one memorable 21st birthday =). Having a party wasnt on my plan in the first place, but i'm glad that i had it anyways. Its made a good opportunity for friends to catch up, me to experience all the love and blessings from every single one of them, and of course, the presents are the best part =p. I've received many many gifts that awed my heart, and i'll sure to make good use of every single gift as each are of great significant value as they're presented to me by the important people of my life.
11th February-always that special day that meant a lot for me every year. I dont understand why some people dont give a damn about their birthdays and even forget them. Dates are important to me (including NTMB silver award anniversary-which we didnt get to see the medal till today *grr*) I've always believed in birthday luck-contradicting as i'm a christian now, but still, i hope that my year will go on as smoothly being 21 and may all the bad luck, people, things be far away from me.
A huge thank you to dearest sheila, sophie, xinyi, raywne, woeilin for the pleasant surprise on my birthday (i swear that i didnt see the cake coming). Its really sweet of all you guys =) That cake made me remember that it was my birthday, and reminded me of the fact that i'm 21-already.
Had lovely steak dinner with family and weijie (but the food at jack's place wasnt as good as before=( ), but still, we had a nice, quiet dinner- all that i wanted.
Thank you all for the birthday messages through the day. Each message made me smile, both in the heart and on my face. Weird feeling this year...felt that i'm being younger this year...hahas...weird right? I could still remember that i spent my 20th birthday at jumbo seafood last year, feeling really really old...no more a teen...and was little upset being 20. But now, being 21 seem to be a new beginning, a new mark for me to enter another stage of life, meet new people who will influence me (in a good way of course), and for new inspirations to fill my ever thinking-too-much brain.
So many new resolutions and things to fulfil. To be successful in life, not to be looked down anymore (in size, and capability)...the world shall see good in me. To present good life for my family. To work things out. To prepare for retirement in lavish.
Happy 21st birthday-to me.
Simin
I had one memorable 21st birthday =). Having a party wasnt on my plan in the first place, but i'm glad that i had it anyways. Its made a good opportunity for friends to catch up, me to experience all the love and blessings from every single one of them, and of course, the presents are the best part =p. I've received many many gifts that awed my heart, and i'll sure to make good use of every single gift as each are of great significant value as they're presented to me by the important people of my life.
11th February-always that special day that meant a lot for me every year. I dont understand why some people dont give a damn about their birthdays and even forget them. Dates are important to me (including NTMB silver award anniversary-which we didnt get to see the medal till today *grr*) I've always believed in birthday luck-contradicting as i'm a christian now, but still, i hope that my year will go on as smoothly being 21 and may all the bad luck, people, things be far away from me.
A huge thank you to dearest sheila, sophie, xinyi, raywne, woeilin for the pleasant surprise on my birthday (i swear that i didnt see the cake coming). Its really sweet of all you guys =) That cake made me remember that it was my birthday, and reminded me of the fact that i'm 21-already.
Had lovely steak dinner with family and weijie (but the food at jack's place wasnt as good as before=( ), but still, we had a nice, quiet dinner- all that i wanted.
Thank you all for the birthday messages through the day. Each message made me smile, both in the heart and on my face. Weird feeling this year...felt that i'm being younger this year...hahas...weird right? I could still remember that i spent my 20th birthday at jumbo seafood last year, feeling really really old...no more a teen...and was little upset being 20. But now, being 21 seem to be a new beginning, a new mark for me to enter another stage of life, meet new people who will influence me (in a good way of course), and for new inspirations to fill my ever thinking-too-much brain.
So many new resolutions and things to fulfil. To be successful in life, not to be looked down anymore (in size, and capability)...the world shall see good in me. To present good life for my family. To work things out. To prepare for retirement in lavish.
Happy 21st birthday-to me.
Simin
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
Monday, February 09, 2009
Wii~ Another present!!! This one's from my dear SL, who is suffering from the fate of being in camp now, and insist that pictures are to be taken when i open the present. So...here are the pictures!
My sister will have much fun with this new toy i tell you. (yea...thats her lying in the background =p)
Now you see me, now you dont!
what we could have been, 10:52 PM.
Most Unforgettable Party!
Family!
Me and bestie.
Peitong gang.
E1/3, E2/3 gang (inclusive of ji xiang ru yi)
E4/2.
NTMB! Rock on as always~
Uni pals!
SAJC!!!!
Last but not least...05S19 =)
Family!
Me and bestie.
Peitong gang.
E1/3, E2/3 gang (inclusive of ji xiang ru yi)
E4/2.
NTMB! Rock on as always~
Uni pals!
SAJC!!!!
Last but not least...05S19 =)
The most wonderful bunch of classmates i ever had.
I think this shot is the most proper shot my mom ever had...she is always making weird faces in photos.
F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!! Oh woeilin...i hate you so...anyways, i've found a spot in my room for the poster *grins* =)
Presents galore!
Gifts to wear...
Gifts to play with...
Gift to keep my barang barang in...
Most beautiful!
Presents galore!
Gifts to wear...
Gifts to play with...
Gift to keep my barang barang in...
Most beautiful!
Oh man...willy dear, how long did you take to finish this card?! And that neoprint...hahas, i have it in my drawer still! Its very thoughtful and sincere of you to present this lovely card for my birthday. =)
Most shocking!
Most shocking!
Dear daddy jiesheng, what are you thinking?! Must be too drunk huh?
Best texture!
Best texture!
Weird description, but i love joyce's cut-out of my name! I like things that are popped out.
Most topsy turvy!
Best HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Most topsy turvy!
Lihua...as you know...i'm almost one year older. Please do not torture me like tt! Got real dizzy after reading your msg. BUT! Still...very touched by what's written on the card. =)
Best HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Yihui yihui...your 2 hours of not listening in lect to do this card is not wasted. Its really the most beautiful HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and the words are really close to heart (and we really had so many names for each other!)
Best-drawing!
Hand drawn sia...ok larx, forgive you this time-again. Best employee award? You wait long long lar you...hahas. I nearly got a shock when i saw your card. Thought tt it was handwritten so beautifully like our employee-boss contract you wrote for me back in sec 4.
Most sweet!
Most sweet!
Darling weijie...thank you for doing so much to make this day as special, unforgettable, successful for me. The party will not be complete without you. And thank you for the idea of the cards compliation...get to see the ugliest handwritting, and the prettiest words from my dear friends. =)
Most nonsensical!
And thank you all for the blessings~looking forward to being 21.
Most nonsensical!
This is written by my beloved little sis, who only wants to draw tts why she wrote this card. Muahaha...at least she thanked me for all the treats at the restaurants we had our lunches at. =p
And thank you all for the blessings~looking forward to being 21.
what we could have been, 7:22 PM.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
The week has been hectic. Three more days till the party...so looking forward to see my cake and all of you guys =)
21st birthday presents received:
`diamond pendant and necklace
`wii controller
`high school musical 3 wii game
to be continued...
21st birthday presents received:
`diamond pendant and necklace
`wii controller
`high school musical 3 wii game
to be continued...
what we could have been, 10:07 PM.
Monday, February 02, 2009
I've got new wii controller and high school game!!! Though i knew that tts what soofeng, aiping and lihua will get me, it made me happy still when i got the gift from them today. Lihua and i took a really long time to sync the controller with the wii unit though. Thank goodness it can work =)
I am seriously not good with kids. Weijie's nephew came down to my place today-and he wanted to scold me the moment he met me =( What a kid. Or probably its me and kids-they hate me, and i dont like them either. =p
So wanna watch red cliff...heard tts its nice. And counting down to my party...a bit stressed out as tutorials are coming in together with party stuff, but excited about the upcoming parties to attend to =)
God is good. =)
I am seriously not good with kids. Weijie's nephew came down to my place today-and he wanted to scold me the moment he met me =( What a kid. Or probably its me and kids-they hate me, and i dont like them either. =p
So wanna watch red cliff...heard tts its nice. And counting down to my party...a bit stressed out as tutorials are coming in together with party stuff, but excited about the upcoming parties to attend to =)
God is good. =)
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.