Thursday, February 21, 2008
失忆-张韶涵
下雨后还给蓝天了晴朗
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真的实现
这样谁不流泪
就当作最后亲吻吧
释放在这事件中不算惩罚
热烈热烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己
我已经失去
你在没有你爱我的那一天
我如何拯救自己
Dear weijie,thank you for being here by me,seeing me through all these,being heart-pained for me.Thank you alvin,for knocking me into my senses.Thank you kent and willy...
下雨后还给蓝天了晴朗
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真的实现
这样谁不流泪
就当作最后亲吻吧
释放在这事件中不算惩罚
热烈热烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己
我已经失去
你在没有你爱我的那一天
我如何拯救自己
Dear weijie,thank you for being here by me,seeing me through all these,being heart-pained for me.Thank you alvin,for knocking me into my senses.Thank you kent and willy...
what we could have been, 10:27 PM.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Yes,happy 20th birthday to me.Yes,no longer a teen.Yes,older than everyone else in the group.But who cares!I had the most wonderful birthday celebration with the gang and received the most wonderful presents!!!Had school on 11th feb itself,and actually wasnt feeling the best.I felt a little faint.I'm not sure whether its the contacts or the lack of food.Well,after lunch with woeilin,we met up with the rest,sophie,raywne,sheila and xinyi,where they are so nice to prepare a surprise for me,with a lovely cake from breadtalk,and presented to me my birthday gift (which i got to know that one of the gift was a bottle beforehand due to sophie's 'blurness' of blurting it out to me thru an sms =p) thank you!!Its just so sweet of them. =)
Met up with all my best friends for dinner at east coast jumbo.Thank you again yihui,for the car,and for successfully followed me all the way from clementi to east coast.Dizzyness is slightly gone,weather is perfect and the best part-everyone was there!Woeilin,shiying,joyce,lihua,yihui,xinyi,aiping.We settled down and we started eating as soon as the first dish came.I seriously overlooked the power of 'mantou's...it pratically stole half the attention from me.haha...the gang really love the little fried bun.=) 8 of us finished exactly 27 mantous and spent $15 dollars on it.Oh mY!I must really try to learn how to make them before the cost of it causes me to go bankrupt.Thank you all...especially shiying and woeilin.i know you guys have put in loads of effort into making the photo album for me.I am really touched...really.And for yihui,yes,i'm also touched by your gesture of actually going out there and look for my present.The atmosphere that night was nice,fun,happy and filled with laughter,especially when we played the sparklers.Now everyone knows how to 'zhen' shiying liaoz hor...with sparklers plus sound one. haha.Thank you for the beautiful pictures of me,my dream BMW,my mazda,yanzi,and all of you guys in it!(oh,yea...and the spongebob),plus the nice looking letter pad,letter cutter and most useful of all,printer ink!And the birthday cards(or rather notes) were all so nice and touching.I'll cherish them.
12th feb.Another wonderful day.Although school was until 6,i was glad enough to know that another birthday celebration was waiting for me when school ends.Yes,celebrating with yunjie,deqi and peiyin!They are really nice to want to spend time celebrating the day where my young adulthood begins.We finally got a parking lot,and to our surprise,settler's cafe was empty! We are the only customers when we reached...its as if we booked the whole place.After which,we played a couple of games before the food came.Well,the food wasnt really nice and enough for 4 hungry girls.Hahs...deqi...better not try to be funny again by putting so much sauce on 'zong ji mi ma' food anymore.Yes,deqi got the chilli+tomato+pepper+tabasco sauce 'one-ton tuna' they call it.thank you all for the lovely billabong pencil box and the cake(with the trick candle....)! Birthdays must be celebrated with cakes!=)Actually the best part of the night wasnt playing the games,was the crapping around,and taking pictures,and watching deqi doing nosensical stuff.haha...here are the pictures...enjoy!
Met up with all my best friends for dinner at east coast jumbo.Thank you again yihui,for the car,and for successfully followed me all the way from clementi to east coast.Dizzyness is slightly gone,weather is perfect and the best part-everyone was there!Woeilin,shiying,joyce,lihua,yihui,xinyi,aiping.We settled down and we started eating as soon as the first dish came.I seriously overlooked the power of 'mantou's...it pratically stole half the attention from me.haha...the gang really love the little fried bun.=) 8 of us finished exactly 27 mantous and spent $15 dollars on it.Oh mY!I must really try to learn how to make them before the cost of it causes me to go bankrupt.Thank you all...especially shiying and woeilin.i know you guys have put in loads of effort into making the photo album for me.I am really touched...really.And for yihui,yes,i'm also touched by your gesture of actually going out there and look for my present.The atmosphere that night was nice,fun,happy and filled with laughter,especially when we played the sparklers.Now everyone knows how to 'zhen' shiying liaoz hor...with sparklers plus sound one. haha.Thank you for the beautiful pictures of me,my dream BMW,my mazda,yanzi,and all of you guys in it!(oh,yea...and the spongebob),plus the nice looking letter pad,letter cutter and most useful of all,printer ink!And the birthday cards(or rather notes) were all so nice and touching.I'll cherish them.
12th feb.Another wonderful day.Although school was until 6,i was glad enough to know that another birthday celebration was waiting for me when school ends.Yes,celebrating with yunjie,deqi and peiyin!They are really nice to want to spend time celebrating the day where my young adulthood begins.We finally got a parking lot,and to our surprise,settler's cafe was empty! We are the only customers when we reached...its as if we booked the whole place.After which,we played a couple of games before the food came.Well,the food wasnt really nice and enough for 4 hungry girls.Hahs...deqi...better not try to be funny again by putting so much sauce on 'zong ji mi ma' food anymore.Yes,deqi got the chilli+tomato+pepper+tabasco sauce 'one-ton tuna' they call it.thank you all for the lovely billabong pencil box and the cake(with the trick candle....)! Birthdays must be celebrated with cakes!=)Actually the best part of the night wasnt playing the games,was the crapping around,and taking pictures,and watching deqi doing nosensical stuff.haha...here are the pictures...enjoy!
what we could have been, 11:18 AM.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
This year's chinese new year came out to be better than expected.Every year seemed to be a routine, after visiting this place,it would be another...blah blah blah.However, we did have loads of fun travelling around,having good food and meeting up with relatives.
Went to weisiew's house yesterday afternoon to enjoy a lovely meal and meeting them once a year is totally no-no!!!Thank you dearest weisiew for the invitation and the wonderful rosti,its delicious!Oh,yes,and for all the nice tvb songs i wanted!=) Woeilin,yihui and my dearest ah bond came over to my place to bai nian,then we headed down to marina square for dinner.Thank you ah bond for the recommendation...Waraku is really a nice japanese restaurant to dine in!Not only we were greeted warmly,while waiting for seats,we were served coke and ice lemon tea!The service-UNBELIEVABLY GOOD! Its like the first time I received such attention from a restaurant waitress.The food...MmmmMmmmmmmmmmmmm.The bowl of udon is larger than my face!Well,larger than anyone else i suppose. =p The best part is the company of course...the food was scrumptous and filling.
We all then took a long walk to river ang bao to experience the festive mood of chinese new year.There was quite a crowd there,and after looking at our respective "premonitions" of our chinese horoscopes,we went on to do a palm reading...by a computer.Yes,a computer.A$2 dollar palm reading using computer.Obviously the readings cant be true,but well,its new year!!!Festive mood is everywhere.Hahs,we walked around somemore,and as always,time passes faster than everything else in the world.its almost 12 when we left the place,and thank you yihui for the ride home.=) I hadnt had such a great time in such a long time...
Went to weisiew's house yesterday afternoon to enjoy a lovely meal and meeting them once a year is totally no-no!!!Thank you dearest weisiew for the invitation and the wonderful rosti,its delicious!Oh,yes,and for all the nice tvb songs i wanted!=) Woeilin,yihui and my dearest ah bond came over to my place to bai nian,then we headed down to marina square for dinner.Thank you ah bond for the recommendation...Waraku is really a nice japanese restaurant to dine in!Not only we were greeted warmly,while waiting for seats,we were served coke and ice lemon tea!The service-UNBELIEVABLY GOOD! Its like the first time I received such attention from a restaurant waitress.The food...MmmmMmmmmmmmmmmmm.The bowl of udon is larger than my face!Well,larger than anyone else i suppose. =p The best part is the company of course...the food was scrumptous and filling.
We all then took a long walk to river ang bao to experience the festive mood of chinese new year.There was quite a crowd there,and after looking at our respective "premonitions" of our chinese horoscopes,we went on to do a palm reading...by a computer.Yes,a computer.A$2 dollar palm reading using computer.Obviously the readings cant be true,but well,its new year!!!Festive mood is everywhere.Hahs,we walked around somemore,and as always,time passes faster than everything else in the world.its almost 12 when we left the place,and thank you yihui for the ride home.=) I hadnt had such a great time in such a long time...
what we could have been, 2:47 PM.
Monday, February 04, 2008
Flight's landing in a 12 more hours.Missing the days we had,though it may be exhausting running around doing errands.Loving the weather with you around,but yet cant smile like before.Recalling the days that you've got laughter and smile on your face,it melts my heart.I'm looking forward,to a new beginning,a new beginning without the worries on my face,without the deep thinking i have to make when you're around,without having to feel the ache with you having greater concern for others,without having to feel that i cant keep up,without letting myself be in dilemma,without having high hopes for something thats not there,without having trouble to speak up.
Did spring cleaning of my room today...hmm..i realised that i've really done quite a lot of work in the past 2 years of JC life.The notes and tutorials alone can squash anyone to death i think...my foot got caught in a pile of fallen tys and notes...and it hurts badly!Weijie pop over to share more about her future plans and relationship problem.Dear,i really wish i could be in your shoes and carry all these pain for you...i guess i would be able to let it go easier than you,afterall i've been there,and i seriously deem that without guys,we can still live happily and more independent as ever!Hahs,its contradicting huh?I can say that for you and yet i'm in a great deep problem myself.I think that chat with you and kent made me through it...thank you!Kent arh...why your wii cannot work!!??haha...wii seem to be creating quite a problem for both of us.hahs.but i'm sure if there's a will,there's a way...lets just hope that its the cd which is causing the problem.
New year's coming!!!!So is birthday...hmm...i wonder what woeilin and gang have up their sleeves.Looking forward to wearing new clothes,to meet cousins,and most importantly,collect ang baos...=)
Did spring cleaning of my room today...hmm..i realised that i've really done quite a lot of work in the past 2 years of JC life.The notes and tutorials alone can squash anyone to death i think...my foot got caught in a pile of fallen tys and notes...and it hurts badly!Weijie pop over to share more about her future plans and relationship problem.Dear,i really wish i could be in your shoes and carry all these pain for you...i guess i would be able to let it go easier than you,afterall i've been there,and i seriously deem that without guys,we can still live happily and more independent as ever!Hahs,its contradicting huh?I can say that for you and yet i'm in a great deep problem myself.I think that chat with you and kent made me through it...thank you!Kent arh...why your wii cannot work!!??haha...wii seem to be creating quite a problem for both of us.hahs.but i'm sure if there's a will,there's a way...lets just hope that its the cd which is causing the problem.
New year's coming!!!!So is birthday...hmm...i wonder what woeilin and gang have up their sleeves.Looking forward to wearing new clothes,to meet cousins,and most importantly,collect ang baos...=)
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Whats with me recently...hmm...school was as usual,i'm really glad that i could have the car in the morning to drive to school. =)
`Monday,28th jan.
-wanted to cry so badly....so so badly....as i was about the msg weijie,she called!Its like fate or something.thank you for comforting me even though you need more comforting from me.Everthing's back to normal,back to square one?
`Tuesday,29th jan.
-school was at 2pm,and the field trip around nus with a 'chinese' tutor was horrible...couldnt really hear what he was saying,and couldnt understand a word at all!Had a lovely dinner with woeilin at sakae sushi at harbour front,and had my fave ice-cream!
`Wednesday,30th jan.
-went out to 'the cheese prata shop' near nus to have brunch with my sister and weijie.Satisfied my prata crave for the time being...and we got free 'ang baos' too!Went to weijie's place to finish up my econs tutorial,after which we went down to sim lim square to search for my monitor.After walking around,we decided to settle for a 19" LG monitor from a pretty nice salesman. Kent then pop by my place to test out wii...see whether its nice to play not.The new year goodies his mom made is simply delicious!Really really very nice for a snack...and its all gone now...finished in just 2 days! opps! We 3 then hang out for a while,talking about our life experiences and feelings.Thank you for listening and be caring enough to give me advice and motivation to move on.
`Thursday,31st jan.
-the last day of january...and the longest day of the week in school.Argh...i think is the most draggy day ever!Probably due to the lack of sufficient sleep and mentally drained by thoughts.8 hours of school with only an hour break!Oh my...how am i doing this?!Went for movie with weijie after school...caught 'Sweedny Todd'.Gross movie,but not to the extend like SAW series.Its more of a musical...artistic movie.To those who will enjoy songs and musicals,i think you wouldnt mind watching it,otherwise,its ok to give this movie a miss.Johnny Depp's acting...nothing to say-fabulous!
`Friday,1st jan
-went to east coast park with weijie to cycle.Hmm...it was a nice ride all the way to bedok jetty,and the wind seem to be taking away all my troubles and thoughts...until it began to rain...heavily.OMG!We got caught in the rain,and headed for lunch at west coast after which.
Events coming up-chinese new year! Although its routine every year,i am looking forward to begin a new year!Hope 05S19 are meeting up for new year gathering...pretty looking forward to meeting old pals.Birthday's coming also...i dont know how am i feeling...its a bit weird.Havent really been happy these while,argh...i should really carry on with my life like before.Trying to...really trying to.
`Monday,28th jan.
-wanted to cry so badly....so so badly....as i was about the msg weijie,she called!Its like fate or something.thank you for comforting me even though you need more comforting from me.Everthing's back to normal,back to square one?
`Tuesday,29th jan.
-school was at 2pm,and the field trip around nus with a 'chinese' tutor was horrible...couldnt really hear what he was saying,and couldnt understand a word at all!Had a lovely dinner with woeilin at sakae sushi at harbour front,and had my fave ice-cream!
`Wednesday,30th jan.
-went out to 'the cheese prata shop' near nus to have brunch with my sister and weijie.Satisfied my prata crave for the time being...and we got free 'ang baos' too!Went to weijie's place to finish up my econs tutorial,after which we went down to sim lim square to search for my monitor.After walking around,we decided to settle for a 19" LG monitor from a pretty nice salesman. Kent then pop by my place to test out wii...see whether its nice to play not.The new year goodies his mom made is simply delicious!Really really very nice for a snack...and its all gone now...finished in just 2 days! opps! We 3 then hang out for a while,talking about our life experiences and feelings.Thank you for listening and be caring enough to give me advice and motivation to move on.
`Thursday,31st jan.
-the last day of january...and the longest day of the week in school.Argh...i think is the most draggy day ever!Probably due to the lack of sufficient sleep and mentally drained by thoughts.8 hours of school with only an hour break!Oh my...how am i doing this?!Went for movie with weijie after school...caught 'Sweedny Todd'.Gross movie,but not to the extend like SAW series.Its more of a musical...artistic movie.To those who will enjoy songs and musicals,i think you wouldnt mind watching it,otherwise,its ok to give this movie a miss.Johnny Depp's acting...nothing to say-fabulous!
`Friday,1st jan
-went to east coast park with weijie to cycle.Hmm...it was a nice ride all the way to bedok jetty,and the wind seem to be taking away all my troubles and thoughts...until it began to rain...heavily.OMG!We got caught in the rain,and headed for lunch at west coast after which.
Events coming up-chinese new year! Although its routine every year,i am looking forward to begin a new year!Hope 05S19 are meeting up for new year gathering...pretty looking forward to meeting old pals.Birthday's coming also...i dont know how am i feeling...its a bit weird.Havent really been happy these while,argh...i should really carry on with my life like before.Trying to...really trying to.
what we could have been, 1:10 PM.