Sunday, January 29, 2006
Every new year's eve is like the same...always go to my third uncle's house for renuion dinner then head for home.This year was the most memorable and most wonderful new year's eve i ever had.Deqi and me decided to round up some ppl in our class to go chinatown to enjoy the chinese new year festive mood.In the end,deqi,kent,yong kian,kent and i met up together to go there.When we reached chinatown,the people there was really 'ren shan ren hai'.Damm squeezy and hot lorx...in the end we decided to walk to esplanade to watch fireworks instead.Deqi very high sia...all the way joking and laughing.She is really one person whom can liven things and make everything seemed so carefree and enjoyable.
We finally stepped foot into the grounds near the merlion.Then had ice-cream.Dunno why the rest of them love the lemon flavoured ice-cream.So sour!'yuCk'Anyways...kent was "bioing" chio bu as usual,yong kian was still as cute and gentlemen,and willy is still as crappy as usual.We went over to the merlion after we finished our ice-cream and took lots of pics.Deqi was saying that she always wanted to visit the place but nv had a chance.Your wish has come true dear deqi...happy?Yea!!! Really took lots of pic while waiting for the fireworks.Then we heard a loud horn and the fireworks started.It was very beautiful (but not as spectacular as the ones on eng new year's eve).
After enjoying the beautiful fireworks,we went for coffee at tcc.The coffee there is super duper ex!I asked around who wanted to share oreo milkshake..noone answered me.In the end yong kian ordered that,and i chose another drink...grrr...Anyways..it was tasty.Cant seem to finish the drink larx...we sat till they closed the shop.I quickly gulp down the last mouth of coffee in my cup..woA...!
Then we went walking around aimlessly,with willy singing 'li xiang qing ren' repeatly..sians...Was not at all tired.My eyes were shining and wide open..reminded me of band chalet where i actually ton for the whole night for the first time in my life.
We went back to the merlion and started talking...I am really glad that i have known you guys...dunno why,but i can just pour out everything on my mind to you all.It is a very terrible thing to hide every problem in your heart and fight all odds by yourself.Thanks to a couple of great friends(weijie, woeilin,aiping,yihui,xinyi,kent,willy,kian,deqi) beside me,always supporting and guiding me along.Love ya lots!*muackz*
We chatted for quite long sia...then whale went to girls' toilet with deqi n me..haha! Your image is destroyed!Muahhaha...haha.No lar...guys toilet no light,then quite late somemore.Seemed bit creepy,so he went in with us.Anyways,it was pretty scary too.We then continue to talk until 4 i think.Reached home around 4.30.But i couldnt sleep!Must be due to that cup of coffee..Arghh..images of us hanging out together keep appearing in my mind.Cant sleep well..Yawns..but it is worth sacrificing my sleep to be able to enjoy the company of such great friends.Luv ya!
what we could have been, 5:14 PM.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
'First day...first day...first day...two day...everyday...first day...!'This song from stefanie sun really marks down my first day to freedom again.Really felt very terrible and lost few days ago.Went swimming in the morning with 'whale'..haha..willy larx.First two hours no sun at all larx!Cant even tan...He showed me to a dead dragonfly while we were swimming..and kind of played with it.Sorry fly..Finally the sun came out...just when we were having delicious hotdog. GRrr.
Met up with peiyin(zhu mei)after lunch at usual kfc then went to k box at clementi.We got more 'high' as we sang...haha.Keep jumping on sofa,and i kept screaming.(needed to get it out of me)Then we sang 'first day.It was a wonderful feeling to sing,jump and forget about everything else.This song is not just only a song.It meant a lot to me,to our friendship.Come to think of it,i seldom hang out with my classmates like that.It was really a wonderful feeling.
After singing,we went to lot one for dinner,then took neoprints...a pity kent couldnt join us...Its glad to know that people around you still care and concern about your feelings now and then.At least i know that i am not alone.Haha...One thing kent said to me,which i think is very true "Trust yoour family as they are the only ones who are and will be always by your side". Friends and family...they are indeed the best!
Met up with peiyin(zhu mei)after lunch at usual kfc then went to k box at clementi.We got more 'high' as we sang...haha.Keep jumping on sofa,and i kept screaming.(needed to get it out of me)Then we sang 'first day.It was a wonderful feeling to sing,jump and forget about everything else.This song is not just only a song.It meant a lot to me,to our friendship.Come to think of it,i seldom hang out with my classmates like that.It was really a wonderful feeling.
After singing,we went to lot one for dinner,then took neoprints...a pity kent couldnt join us...Its glad to know that people around you still care and concern about your feelings now and then.At least i know that i am not alone.Haha...One thing kent said to me,which i think is very true "Trust yoour family as they are the only ones who are and will be always by your side". Friends and family...they are indeed the best!
what we could have been, 10:21 PM.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Why do things keep going wrong these days?Things arent going on too smoothly every since school started.Everyone around me seemed stressed(including myself).I don't know who to turn to now.Everyone seemed busy with their own stuff.Why does things turn out to be like this?But still,I am glad to know that there are some great pals around to guide me out and give me lots of concern.Esp kent n willy...though i duno u both really well,but thanks for being there by me.Know u all are rather stressed up these days...sorry.i have lost the will to console n laugh.Everything seemed different.All seemed like a new world i nv came across before.So far in life,i have only been giving myself a chance to regret.Regret not being able to get into the schools i longed for.Regret of not cherishing what i had...esp the times in sajc,times in ntss,times in ntmb with u guys n tay.Regret of treating people for granted.Regret of not treating others better.All these regrets had made me really frustrated with myself.This year is a important yr...i know that i have to concentrate on my studies,which i will.Meanwhile...hope to find motivation in everything i do,hope to think carefully before i carry out any actions.No more regrets...but is it easy not to have any regrets? I don't know...
what we could have been, 9:30 PM.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Life is short.When we embark on a new journey,it maybe adventurous,fun and exciting.Process matters a lot.What we've gone through,is carved deeply in my heart,remained deep in my memories.Some things can't be forgotten,no matter it is painful or sweet.Why do people change so quickly?It seems as though the world has suddenly become dark,time has gone by really slow and everything seemed to have lost its purpose.What's given out,can't be taken back.There maybe times where everything seemed really bad,things start to go wrong,but i am sure there will be light at the end of the dark tunnel.How am i suppose to get to the light?The world seemed to be crashing down,people around me seemed to be getting distanced from me.Why is that so?Have no motive and strength to work now.It is a terrible feeling,yet, it seemed that i've been through this road before.Darkness lies in front.Who's there to lead me out?
what we could have been, 4:04 PM.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Hmm...yesterday was indeed a day to remember.Went to watch wallace and gromit in the afternoon,then received a call from woeilin saying that it is raining heavily.*aww* Actually planned to go marina to eat steamboat...then change of plans.I was talking bout weijie buying a cute tortise keychain,then i saw her n zihao.What a coincidence! Then met up with aiping n woeilin...haha.As we were walking along citylink,we decided to get this cute bone shaped spectacle box for her and put the mini tennis keychain we got for her in it.That shop super gd lar!Got free wrapping and the shopkepper wrap until very nice!
Then we went to suntec's perlini...didnt see the charmed bracelet with musical instruments.*sobs*Last day of sale liaoz!ARGHhhhhhhh...Then woeilin went to giodarno to get her new year clothings...*meanwhile* Xinyi is trying her best to keep the birthday gurl to be entertained..haha.I bought a jacket for 23 bucks...cham..spend money again!!We finally found sizzler n saw xinyi n yihui at the front of the queue...we got a seat,then decided to dine at other places.Actually aipong is supposed to tell the person one lor...in the end its still me.GRRr.
We again,dine at swensens.haha.This year almost everyone in the gang spent their birthday meals at swensens sia...After swensens,we went to candy empire at millenia walk...there are lots of candys n chocs lar!So tempting...Bought some stuff then we hurried to esplanade to book place to watch the fireworks.
In the end,we decided to go to the stairs at marina square n stone till the fireworks.We asked yihui to open her 'present' first...she seemed a bit lost n she knew that that isnt the real gift.GRrrr...smart girl.We waited,n waited, n waited...*yawns*At last...the fireworks started.It was rather abrupt though...no countdown.hmm. The fireworks was nice nice n nice!So beautiful...n it lasted for quite a while too.After that,we gave yihui her real present.She did not look surprise nor elated till...she started to filp the pgs.Haha...the look on her face when she turned to the last pg was what we all are looking for.It was the best!Happy 17th birthday to you,our dearest yihui*lucy*!
Then we went to suntec's perlini...didnt see the charmed bracelet with musical instruments.*sobs*Last day of sale liaoz!ARGHhhhhhhh...Then woeilin went to giodarno to get her new year clothings...*meanwhile* Xinyi is trying her best to keep the birthday gurl to be entertained..haha.I bought a jacket for 23 bucks...cham..spend money again!!We finally found sizzler n saw xinyi n yihui at the front of the queue...we got a seat,then decided to dine at other places.Actually aipong is supposed to tell the person one lor...in the end its still me.GRRr.
We again,dine at swensens.haha.This year almost everyone in the gang spent their birthday meals at swensens sia...After swensens,we went to candy empire at millenia walk...there are lots of candys n chocs lar!So tempting...Bought some stuff then we hurried to esplanade to book place to watch the fireworks.
In the end,we decided to go to the stairs at marina square n stone till the fireworks.We asked yihui to open her 'present' first...she seemed a bit lost n she knew that that isnt the real gift.GRrrr...smart girl.We waited,n waited, n waited...*yawns*At last...the fireworks started.It was rather abrupt though...no countdown.hmm. The fireworks was nice nice n nice!So beautiful...n it lasted for quite a while too.After that,we gave yihui her real present.She did not look surprise nor elated till...she started to filp the pgs.Haha...the look on her face when she turned to the last pg was what we all are looking for.It was the best!Happy 17th birthday to you,our dearest yihui*lucy*!
what we could have been, 2:45 PM.