I'm losing it...really losing it soon!People around me are having so much problems...huge ones,decisive ones,minor ones...who ever bothers about my problem about thinking of others' problems?!And it seems that only that few can understand what i'm trying to put across...like weijie and yihui..even lihua.I miss aiping...i miss chisiang(eel ihc gnais) and clement foo!I miss the good old days where there's these classmates who will selflessly care and correct my mistakes,make me laugh no matter what...even its the accidental spitting of his saliver all over my homework,and dotting my worksheets with his pen.Well,people have to move on...although we might not be in the same place anymore,the memories and relationships are still there yea?
I'm just keeping too much things inside me...it makes me feel so much older,and weaker....i dont wanna lose my motivation,i dont wanna lose my dream,i dont wanna lose my goal and most of all,my spirit of fighting.I finally found these after the months of working and exposure to the outside world...please please do not take it away from me...dont.
Am looking forward to meeting up with my dear tmr to this nice place she suggested...some cafe where ppl can go up the stage and sing to an audience in darkness..interesting.And really really hope the skating date with yihui will work out.haha...i think it will.We are best sporting buds!She's really the one to look for when i need any "sports date"...badminton,cycling,tennis(although i'm not really good at it),skating,jogging?(we only did it once)...
YeS! 21:42...its official!I finally did it!After years of perfection,and hours of practice...my "destruct-o-match" high score finally hit the target to enter "hi-score board"!YeS! yeS! YES!!
what we could have been, 9:25 PM.