Saturday, June 23, 2007
Gift wrapping,serving tourists,teaching,telemarketing,waitressing...all these i've done within these few months of my holis!Although i didnt really stay long for each job,but i am glad that i actually experienced all these now,when i have the energy to run about under hot sun and pouring rain.Good news guys!(well,at least it is a good news to me)I am leaving my waitress job from effect from tmr!Great!!!Other than sentosa job,this is the job i most wanna quit i guess...Reason of wantin to leave sentosa is because of the crappy hours,and pretty much of the ppl(some which are so superficial and bias),but i totally love the job scope of helping out tourists and solve their problems.
Well,as for my waitress job,it seems ok in the first place,with great friends like aipong,snow,keatling and the 'not so good at driving' wenhao..but as the days go by,just to cut cost,we are asked to work lesser hours,and i just couldnt stand it that the so-called "bigger ppl,adults" are calling me 'xiao mei','xiao simin'...and even 'xiao bu dian'.It is ok if ya jokin around,but after ya know my name and still calling me that,despite me telling ya all straight in the face that i hate it,its not ok anymore.So what if i am a little small in size,do i look as if i have a little pea brain or no brain at all?!Or do i look as if i am a emotionless human being?!How will you all feel if,eg.you are slightly fat,and i start calling you 'ah pui',hey! 'fatty','fat pig'?! or if ya look ugly,and i start calling you 'ugly person','chou ren','wah...you are really ugly man...'.I've had it! I have a name everyone...its simin!Those who really care and love me for who i am should know that i am one who really really hate ppl callin me small or short...its not as if i chose to be like that...der...I love being small,and shorter in height than others,its like i'm more blessed with friends around me.But i resent ppl who attack me emotionally with my natural 'flaws'.
Anyways,my life's full of lovely ppl around me,who really take my words seriously,listen to me,trust me.Thank you all. =)
Well,as for my waitress job,it seems ok in the first place,with great friends like aipong,snow,keatling and the 'not so good at driving' wenhao..but as the days go by,just to cut cost,we are asked to work lesser hours,and i just couldnt stand it that the so-called "bigger ppl,adults" are calling me 'xiao mei','xiao simin'...and even 'xiao bu dian'.It is ok if ya jokin around,but after ya know my name and still calling me that,despite me telling ya all straight in the face that i hate it,its not ok anymore.So what if i am a little small in size,do i look as if i have a little pea brain or no brain at all?!Or do i look as if i am a emotionless human being?!How will you all feel if,eg.you are slightly fat,and i start calling you 'ah pui',hey! 'fatty','fat pig'?! or if ya look ugly,and i start calling you 'ugly person','chou ren','wah...you are really ugly man...'.I've had it! I have a name everyone...its simin!Those who really care and love me for who i am should know that i am one who really really hate ppl callin me small or short...its not as if i chose to be like that...der...I love being small,and shorter in height than others,its like i'm more blessed with friends around me.But i resent ppl who attack me emotionally with my natural 'flaws'.
Anyways,my life's full of lovely ppl around me,who really take my words seriously,listen to me,trust me.Thank you all. =)
what we could have been, 10:00 PM.