Finally..after so many months of waiting and tormenting,got my 'A' levels results today!When i first got to know that today's the official release of results,my legs immediately go 'nua'..then quickly msg yihui to inform her the news,which brought her jumping out of bed *hahz*.Was super nervous today morning larx!Esp after ms tan's msg "i've seen ya effort...irregardless of results,i'm proud of ya all"..made me think that i didnt score well for gp sia.Last nite also dreamt of getting a D7 for gp...*scary*..oh...sorry dearie weijie,my eyes cannot manage to open till you come down..*snorz*
Thank you lord for blessing over me,and listening to my prayers.Was praying very hard to get Bs...,and superbly nearvous in the morning.Thank you papa for driving me to sch,praying for me,waiting patiently for me in sch and driving me back home.When queuing for results,really really afraid that i wouldnt do well,even before that,i couldnt bear to look into ms lang's or mr azmi's eyes.The feeling was totally different compared to then in sec 4,with the ever smiling mr malik there and aiping beside me,to hold me if i fell or something.When ms lang was flipping for my result slip,i was staring hard at the slips,under the gp column..i also had no idea why i'm more afraid of flopping gp rather than to score well.Finally saw my results...have no As...but under gp,it was a B3! A B3!!!Despite me not knowing what the hell was i writing for AQ and summary for the paper..and thinking i was a goner after finishing the whole gp paper.
Felt a bit guilty for not comforting those around me,sorry yunjie...not being able to be by ya side,lending my shoulders,sorry gals for not being around.Sorry kent,for not approaching ya when u need comforting,but i just couldnt contain my happiness.First person i called up was actually aiping..she's the one,always there for me during PSLE,and 'O' levels..well,although she's not here with me today,when i heard her voice,i can feel her presence => Weijie,thank you for being with me,for me and beside me all these years..i can nv nv find anyone else that actually can listen to me,and share my joys and sorrow as much as ya..*hugs*
Congratulations to aiping yihui xinyi woeilin shiying...for all ya good grades,and finally completed 'A' levels.*smiles* All the best to all S19 pals...we've finished this 2 year long battle,battle against the boring lectures,tutorials,battle against poning of lessons and pe,and battle against this exam..For the gals,may we all get into a course we love,and live life to its fullest,and for the guys,all the best in NS,stay strong,be fit =P..dont forget us okies?
life's a dream,so are you.
what we could have been, 8:31 PM.