Friday, May 12, 2006
Life is full of unprecedented events.Things come and go,none of us here can stop time from slipping away.As we celebrate aiping's birthday in a midst of laughter and claps of joy,i felt so happy to have known them.They are my moral support always,without fail.After graduation,we still could gather together without feeling any barrier among us,any of us.I've seen plenty of things around me,and many of these made a great impact in my life.I've met the world's best pals ever,whom were always there for me,to embrace me in their arms when i am down and out,to share all my happiness,acheivments,experiences and feelings with,and to accept the other side of me,the real me.I cant help but to say i'm still not totally myself in sch and i really dont know the reason why.Maybe its because that the time we had,and going to have with each other is short.Been analysing the behaviour of the people around me lately,and i feel so lonely...No one is there to share their thoughts and inner emotions,and open up to me.We are all friends,just friends.Maybe its because we havent been through any ordeal,thus our relationship isnt that strong...
Made an important discovery of my life-that is all my "heart-to-heart" friends were from ntmb~new town MILITARY band.What we've been through wasnt easy at all.Be it under the sun for hours,being punished and scolded by seniors,collaborating to "pon" together *lance horx*,achieving our goals,taking the role of a leader,yelling our heads off,even hurting each others feelings-badly,we've been through thick and thin.Though the road was rocky and uneven,we braved it through didnt we?I believe that if a person have never been unhappy before,he wouldnt have known whats the true meaning of happiness.
Bringing myself to smile is a difficult thing.I cant seem to find that radiant smile with the shine in my eye without their presence,maybe the stress is getting into me.Its only there when lance calls and says "wei wei wei" into the phone,when i'm avoiding woeilin's ferocious slaps and even when aiping is angry *with her arms akimbo*,and weijie giving me a call to ask how i was and whether i am free to dine with her.Thanks you guys...life's nv complete without you. @.@ *happy birthday to you...*
Made an important discovery of my life-that is all my "heart-to-heart" friends were from ntmb~new town MILITARY band.What we've been through wasnt easy at all.Be it under the sun for hours,being punished and scolded by seniors,collaborating to "pon" together *lance horx*,achieving our goals,taking the role of a leader,yelling our heads off,even hurting each others feelings-badly,we've been through thick and thin.Though the road was rocky and uneven,we braved it through didnt we?I believe that if a person have never been unhappy before,he wouldnt have known whats the true meaning of happiness.
Bringing myself to smile is a difficult thing.I cant seem to find that radiant smile with the shine in my eye without their presence,maybe the stress is getting into me.Its only there when lance calls and says "wei wei wei" into the phone,when i'm avoiding woeilin's ferocious slaps and even when aiping is angry *with her arms akimbo*,and weijie giving me a call to ask how i was and whether i am free to dine with her.Thanks you guys...life's nv complete without you. @.@ *happy birthday to you...*
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.