o5S19this entry to dedicated to you all...

When i first step foot into jjc,all i felt was sorrow,bitterness,uneasy...its not the normal first day at new school uneasy,it was the "i do not belong here" uneasy. *sigh* was all i had in myself then...i did not have the mood to like talk to anyone,try to make new friends,not even a smile. First day in sch was the worst ever..never felt so out of place in a school before...there was a particular teacher in sch whom i think is a total idiot.He kept reprimanding us about our attitude and criticising about other colleges.Is this how am i supposed to be welcomed into this college?Is this the behaviour i am suppose to expect from the teachers here?There were lots of question marks in my head...is sajc going to accept my appeal? is pjc willing to welcome me into their college? are the teachers that unfeeling and rude? There was no answer...i waited...and waited....
When proper lessons began,i felt worried,afraid,and lonely...everything around me is new.I knew no one in the class except hq..was at a total loss at first.Thanks to kenneth,whom was still there at that time,to keep me going with his msgs..and yihui whom was still there to hang out with *tennis*..As the days go by,one left me,and we all have our own workload to handle and exams to mug for,but 05S19 started to shine...Pre-U sem was one event which made us start to get closer to each other.After which,i went into a coma...the night had fallen,i could not see any light ahead of me.Nightmare it was...indeed.Some ppl are not worth mentioning,but i want to take this chance to actually thank you for letting me go,for letting me realise there are better routes for me ahead.I am assured that i will not have any regrets...none at all.But i am sorry that i've let the other go..*only willy knows bout this* I am sorry...hope you are leading a better life,living on happily,fulfiling your dreams...
05S19 rocks on...
This is so far...the best class i ever had!Though we may not be close to each other individually, the bond we have as a class is something very special and unique,never had such a class before.. Basically,the class is split into 3 groups.The girls,guys in front,and guys at the back.
Guys in front~considerate,playful,mature yet childish at times,a bunch of people whom you can depend on for laughs
Guys at the back~always creating lame jokes,love soccer*most of them*,understanding*wl,john*,a quiet and low profile gang full of nonsense..*laughs*
Girls~the most caring and understanding group of people,the ones whom add colours to the class of 17 guys,lovable,cute,thoughful and is the most logical thinking bunch in class i suppose
Despite us being a small class of only 25 people,and have an imbalance in the number of girls and guys in the class,i can proudly say that we all think and act as one.Recalling the first time we all skippped lesson and was caught..pw lecture!Almost the entire class pon that lecture together..woA!This was not the main thing which brought us even closer to each other,it was the aftermath of it..someone in the class told us off and those who skipped the lecture was lectured my our dear civics tutor.At that time,i can tell you those who pon have the common enemy,this may be one of the reason our class is so united today...
As the weeks go by,i personally feel that each person in the class has begin to be more considerate for one another,and there is hardly any gender difference at all.The class usual hang out was at jp's KFC*now under renovation..aww...*,where we fill our tummys at almost everytime we have lunch at jp.Thomas's house is a cool place to hang out..with com,tv,ps, majong available for us.Class outings...hmmm...i think there was only 2 so far..the one where we celebrated my son's *kian* birthday at sentosa,and the other where we all had steamboat and watched midnight movie*memoirs of a geshia*,in the company of our dearest ms lang and ms tan.. I remembered we went to swensens for ice-cream once..actually it was a group gathering,in the end,i think almost half the class was there.Hahaz..Oh..k-box! One cool place to hang out too...our class people really sing sia..went to k-box once with yunjie,peiyin,keent, jiesheng,thomas,chengwai..it was really fun,with the guys constantly creating laughter *singing rong shu xia*
One more thing...our class just closed our angel and mortal game.This is the first time i see a class playing that,normally only ccas do that.At the beginning,everyone was pretty motionless.. only the girls was enthusiastic enough to give stuff to the guys.However,on the day where the secret was disclosed,i was proud to say that almost everyone got a gift for their mortal! Though some of you may think that its a childish game,but yunjie and lynn had put in lots of effort to keep the game going as well as to create a bridge to allow us to be closer together..*round of applause for them!*
05S19,a class that will be envied by everyone else...a class that is longed for by others... Our unity will allow us to move on further,will motivate each other to study hard,and not forgetting to play hard.The spirit of 05S19 lives on... =>
what we could have been, 9:15 PM.