Thursday, January 19, 2006
Why do things keep going wrong these days?Things arent going on too smoothly every since school started.Everyone around me seemed stressed(including myself).I don't know who to turn to now.Everyone seemed busy with their own stuff.Why does things turn out to be like this?But still,I am glad to know that there are some great pals around to guide me out and give me lots of concern.Esp kent n willy...though i duno u both really well,but thanks for being there by me.Know u all are rather stressed up these days...sorry.i have lost the will to console n laugh.Everything seemed different.All seemed like a new world i nv came across before.So far in life,i have only been giving myself a chance to regret.Regret not being able to get into the schools i longed for.Regret of not cherishing what i had...esp the times in sajc,times in ntss,times in ntmb with u guys n tay.Regret of treating people for granted.Regret of not treating others better.All these regrets had made me really frustrated with myself.This year is a important yr...i know that i have to concentrate on my studies,which i will.Meanwhile...hope to find motivation in everything i do,hope to think carefully before i carry out any actions.No more regrets...but is it easy not to have any regrets? I don't know...
what we could have been, 9:30 PM.